Current mood:	depressed
Entry tags:	20 pounds of crazy in a 5 pound bag, wrong way down memory lane

It's not okay.

It's not being able to think fast enough. It's barely being able think at all. It's the words existing, but they're not there when I reach for them. It's walking into a room and not being able to remember why I went in there - every single time. It's being in a room with a hundred people, and still feeling alone. It's not being able to find my way around my own house. It's playing a game that I played brilliantly only yesterday, but today I'm struggling. It's knowing I'm never good enough, and that everyone knows it.

It's depression, and God knows I'm not coping with it right now.